I LACK DISCIPLINE.

Yes, it is true. I lack major discipline. I feel like growing up I was ridiculously disciplined, not only by my parents (durrr) but also by myself. I ALWAYS did what had to be done, it didn't matter if I was sick, busy, or any other excuse in the book. If it needed to be done, it would get done. I have found as I have gotten older, it has slowly diminished. You know that feeling when you are finally out of your parents house on your own and you go through that phase in which you eat candy for breakfast, and stay in your pajamas all day. If you didn't have that phase believe me you missed out! It was/is quite lovely. Unfotunantly I have yet to grow out of that phase in my life. I just well... do what I want when I please and it is bad bad bad.

I do not want to throw myself under the bus, becauase I am not the lazy ass that last paragraph may have made me out to be. I accomplish alot throughout the day but there is one area in which I want to fix...

Yup, if the pictures didn't tell you, it is EXERCISE! I am and always have been blessed with that "never get fat" body. I eat loads and loads and loads of carbs daily. I drink dr. pepper like a fish and am honestly just not that healthy of a person. I was not always like that, in high school I was in the best physical shape of my life (like many people) but ever since that "do what I want, when I want" phase" I have just gotten out of control unhealthy and it is about time I do something about it.

This is where the discipline part really comes in! I have a hard time sticking to it. I don't have too much of a problem working out in perfect weather which happens to be only about 40 days of the entire year. I have decided that my non-stop work out six days a week is going to begin on the first of December. One of the coldest months of the year.

I realize that alot of you may be thinking. "Why not work out at the gym?" To be honest I hate the gym, I dislike the atmosphere, the people, and everything else about it. I feel like when I am at the gym, I am in prison. That may sound a wee bit dramatic but I am not kidding. It makes me feel overweight (yes I know that I am not, that is just the feeling I get) and just darn right bad about myself. So that is my goal. December I am ready for you, snow, rain, sleet or hail I will be running, and workingout in whatever the weather brings my way.

Cheers to a better and healthier self!!

RESOLUTIONS.

I love the new year. There is just something so refreshing about starting something over, even though life continues as is does, you still get to feel like things are begining again. I enjoy making resolutions for myself, but I always try to make ones that I can keep. I don't cop out and make "easy" ones if you will, but I do not tell myself I am going to become a billionaire either. So here we go, here is my plan for the new year.

MYSELF: I want to become a better me. (along with everyone else in the world.) I want to make sure my family knows how much I love and care for them. Sometimes I leave relationships up to others, making it their responsibility to call, but this year it is all on me. This year, I want to become a better me physically as well. I want to have a rockin body by summer, and I am not too far off if I do say so myself.

FRIENDSHIP

THIS BLOG: I am hoping to take this hear blog to the next level. To stay engaged, excited, and pashionate. I want to meet more more more people! Help me by introducing yourself. This year, I plan to go to a blogging conference, though I am not sure which. I am hoping to make my blog more business like, and a little less relaxed. Still plan on having a good time though!

DRINKING: I plan to drink, more. Don't get ahead of yourself I am not turning into an alcoholic I just need a break every now and then. To let myself sit down and have a beer with my pizza! I so fondly remember a time I was able to sit with Dan and have a coronoa and lime with dinner, WOW I miss that. It was nice, it was relaxing, and I deserve that more!
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